From Major Apollos Morris
Philadelphia May 26th 1777
Yesterday I receiv’d the inclos’d letters which Genl Firman was kind enough to have deliver’d seald thro’ Mr Wade of this City; injoining me to Suppress any thing improper.1 This I think it my duty to leave to your Judgment, as it was thro’ your Indulgence I took the oportunity of a private conveyance of the Letters to which they are answers. One of which Letters was the same shewn to Col: Fitzgerald, inclos’d in one to John Allen desiring him to Assure me of its delivery. The 3 since sent from Genl Firmans post requesting or rather requiring an answer which I own I did not expect.
The contents will shew It is impossible for me consistently to take any employment, especialy whilst I am under a Conviction that almost any thing short of Independence will be granted on one side; & that no question tending to Reconciliation will be authoris’d on the other, nor even an equitable offer made for a confirmation of Independence.
How much soever I have the Freedom of America at heart, and the serving her with zeal had she been in distress; To make the abasement of that Country, for whose sake I profess’d myself an enemy to a destructive Ministry, my object, can neither be construed into patriotism nor any generous ambition. The reproach bestowd on every Tory for turning against his Country must upbraid me.
At the same time give me leave to assure you, that my attachment to your merit had nearly got the better of my Consistency; I know I should be happy in serving under you, could I by the most remote degree of reasoning construe the object of my endeavours into the good of both Countrys and shall always remain with the greatest Esteem & respect Sir Your most humble & most obedt servt
1. Morris enclosed the letters that had been written to him at New York City by New Jersey Loyalist John Allen on 2 April and 8 May, and by W. P. Gibbs on 6 May (DLC:GW). Gibbs’s letter concerns the transmission of letters between Allen and Morris. Allen writes in his letter of 2 April: “I have communicated your letter containing your political queries. Your conclusions are candid & fair, & I have the pleasure to assure you, had your queries been put by Persons who may be supposed to have influence in the Country, & a desire to terminate our differences, they wou’d have received the most satisfactory answers; but, coming from a Gentleman disclaiming all political connection, it seems needless to enter minutely into the subject.” In his letter of 8 May, Allen writes: “I trouble you no farther upon the Subject of your last, but to observe that the inefficacy of the Conference upon Staten Island was to be solely imputed, as I have always understood, to the claim of Independency insisted on by the American Delegates; and indeed their own account of the proceedings fully evinces the truth of that conjecture.” For the conference between a committee of Congress and Lord Howe that occurred on Staten Island on 11 Sept. 1776, see Edward Rutledge to GW, that date, and note 2. For Morris’s efforts to effect a reconciliation between America and Britain by writing to Gen. William Howe, see Morris to GW, 28, 30 Jan., 18 Feb. 1777, and GW to Morris, 29 Jan., 1 Mar. 1777.