Adams Papers

Richard Price to John Adams, 5 Oct. 1786

Newington-Green Oct: 5th. 1786

Dear Sir

I am sorry I could not have the pleasure of Seeing you and Coll Smith when you did me the favour to call upon me. I found I could not Stay in the House, and therefore fled to Sydenham, leaving my Nephew and other friends to manage a business that I could not think of without being overpower’d. Tho’ the event has been long expected and was indeed, in the circumstances of the late dear companion of my life, more a seasonable delivrance than a calamity, yet it has Severely Shocked my Spirits. My life has hitherto been almost uniformly happy, and I am truly grateful to the giver of it. This has been my first great affliction, and I Should be no less base than foolish were I not to receive it with resignation and to bow to the authority that appoints it. But my feelings I cannot yet conquer. The remembrance which my thots: are continually forcing upon me create an anguish not to be express’d—I am now at home endeavouring to reconcile myself by degrees to the house and Situation where my duty lies; but I mean to go again to Sydenham to-morrow: Next week I intend to endeavour to divert my thots: by going an easy journey for four or five days. As soon as I am Settled at home (wch: will be probably the week after next) I Shall take the first opportunity to pay my respects to you and Coll Smith—Next Sunday Mr Tayler, the minister of Carter-lane meeting-house Sometimes called little St: Paul’s, is to administer the Sacrament for me at Hackney and to deliver a funeral Sermon but without any particular notice of the deceased. On Sunday Sen-night I Shall provide a Supply who probably will be my Nephew from Yarmouth; and on Sunday fort-night I hope I Shall have recover’d my Spirits So far as to be able to return to my usual Services.

Deliver my best respects to Mrs Adams and Mrs and Coll Smith.

With Sincere gratitude for the attention and friendship with which they and you have honoured me, I am, Dear Sr, / Your most obedt: and humble Servt

Richd: Price

RC (MHi: Adams Papers).

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