To Warner Lewis
[Mount Vernon, 14 August 1755]
To Warner Lewis Esqr.
the most sincere, and grateful thanks for your kind condolance on my late indisposition; and for the too generous, and give me leave further to say, partial opinion you have entertaind of my ability’s; I must express my concern for not having it in my power to meet you, and other Friends, who have signified their desire of seeing me (in Williamsburg). Your Letter only came to hand at nine last Night,1 and you inform me of the Assembly break ing up the latter end of the Week, which allows a time too short to perform a journey of 160 miles distance particularly by a person in my weak and feeble condition altho’ I am happily recover’d from the low ebb to wch I was reduced, by a sickness of near 5 Weeks contin[uanc]e . Had I got timely notice, I woud have attempted the ride by slow and easy journeys, if it had been only for the satisfaction of seeing my Friends, who I flatter myself from what you say, are kind enough to sympathise in my good, and evil Fortunes.
The Chief Reason (next to indisposition) that prevd me from coming down this Assembly was a determination not to offer my
self and that determination proceeded from the following
Reason’s 1st a belief that I coud not get a command upon such terms as I shoud care to accept, as I must confess I never will quit my Family, injure my Fortune, and (above all) impair my health to run the risque of such Changes and Viscissitudes as I have done ; but shall now expect if I am employd again, to have something certain. Again, was I to have the command, I shoud insist upon somethings which ignorance and inexperience made me overlook before, particularly that of having the Officers in some measure appointed with my advice, and with my concurrance; for I must say , I think a commanding Officer not havg this liberty appear’s to me to be one of the strange st thing s in Life, when it is well known how much the conduct and bravery of an Officer influences the Men; how much a Commanding Officer is answerable for the behaviour of the inferiour Officer’s; and how much his good or ill success in time of action depends upon the conduct of each particular Officer ; especially in this kind of Fighting, where being dispersd, each and every of them at that immediate time, has greater liberty to misbehave than if they were regularly, and compactly drawn up under the Eyes of their superior Officer’s. Then, On the other hand, how little credit is given to a Commander who perhaps after a defeat, in relating the cause justly lays the blame on some individual whose cowardly behavr betray’d the whole to ruin; how little does the World consider the Circumstances, and how apt are mankind to level their vindictive Censures against the unfortunate Chief, who perhaps merited least of the blame.2 Does it not appear then that the appointing of Officers is a thing of the utmost consequence; a thing that shoud require the greatest circumspection—Ought it to be left to blind chance? or what is still worse, to a forcd partiality? Shoud it not
be left to a Man whose powers and what is still dearer, whose honour depends upon their good Examples. 3
There are necessary Officer’s yet wanting, which no Provison ha
ve been made for—A small Military Chest is so absolutely necessary, that it is impossible to do without nor no Man can conduct an affair of this kind that has it not. These things I shoud expect, was I appoint ed.
But besides all these, I had other Reasons whh withd me fr. offering —I believe our Circumstances are
⟨illegible⟩ to that unhappy Dilemma that no Man can gain any Honour by conductg our Forces at this time; but rather loose in his reputation ; for I am very confidt the progress must be slow for want of conveniences to transport our Provisions &ca over the Mountains, and this chiefly occasion’d by the late ill treatmt of the Waggoner’s & Horse driver’s, who have recd little for their Labr and nothg for their lost Horss. & Wagns,4 wch will be an infallible mean’s of preventg all from assistg that are not oblig’d ; so that I am truely sensible, whoever undertakes it will meet with such insurmountable obstacles that he will be soon lookd upon in the very light of an idle indolent body, have his conduct censurd , and perhaps meet with approbious abuse, when it is as much out of his power to avoid these delays as to comd the ragg Seas in a Storm. Seeing these things in the above
light that I d id, ha d no small influence upon me, as I was pretty well assur’d I shou’d loose what at present constitutes the chief part of my happiness, i. e. the esteem and notice the Country has been pleasd to honour me with.
It is possible you may infer from what I have said that my intention’s is to decline at all events, but my meaning is
entirely different : I was determin’d not to offer, because to sollicit the Command, and at the same time to make my proposals, I thought woud look a little incongruous, and to carry a face of too much self sufficiency as if I imagin’d there were not other’s equally, (if not more) capable of conducting the affair than myself; But if the command shoud be offerd, the case is then alter’d, as I am at liberty to make such objection’s as my Reason and my small experience ha ve pointed out: I hope you’ll make my Compts to all inquiring Fds—I am Dr Warner Yr most Affe Friend and Obt Servt
LB (original), DLC:GW; LB, DLC:GW.
3. For the conditions under which GW finally accepted command, see GW’s “Appointment as Colonel of the Virginia Regiment,” 14 Aug. 1755.
4. In his march through Maryland and Virginia to Fort Cumberland in May, Braddock found it necessary to commandeer from the local inhabitants horses and wagons to transport equipment and supplies for his army. Dinwiddie wrote William Shirley on 31 Oct. urging that the “poor People in our back Settlemts” be paid for their losses (ViHi: Dinwiddie Papers), but as late as 13 Jan. 1756 GW was warning Dinwiddie that it would be impossible to get wagons and horses for a spring campaign unless “the old Score is paid of.”